Diglossia Girl

"We are all looking for answers...Sometimes the answers we were looking for were hiding just below the surface. Other times, we find answers when we didn't realize we were asking a question. Sometimes, the answers can catch us completely by surprise. And sometimes, even when we find the answer we've been looking for, we're still left with a whole...lot of questions." -Grey's Anatomy

Your words are paper,
paper which I have shred
Torn and thrown to the ground,
left to rest upon asphalt in the blazing sun.

My foot covers them as I disregard
your sharp, bitter perceptions.
You will not prosper in your negativity.

You have no hold on me.
No, not anymore. I have opened my wings.

Allowing myself to blossom,
like an undying, never-wilting
flower.

A lily saturated with beauty,
a rose captured by sweet essence and grace.
I am a flower, acceptable for who I am.
I will not be your metamorphosis.

This is who I choose to be.

Like being in another realm,
a different world--full of wonder,
chaos and alacrity.

Far into the depths of something I cannot understand
My heart feels pain, agony, joy
and yet peace.
Life is no longer a battlefield.

life
a bittersweet catastrophe
melodious hurricane
a tide ebbing
flowing
never-ending

life
a flower
blossoming
peaceful disposition
beauty
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